Dreams

Over and over,
Your voice plays in my head,
Whispers of love,
Echoes from my past...
Why did you have to go..?
Could I have stopped you...?
Could I have saved you?
You haunt my heart,
You haunt my dreams....
And yet I wish to dream more...
If it could keep you nearer...
And yet I wish to dream...
forever...
I find you again in my dreams,
We`are together,
Today.
And Again.

Impostor

You took everything that i could love 
and made it into somebody. 
You played my emotions like a beautiful orchestra. 
Impostor. 
I fell for the lies, 
even when the truth was staring me in the face. 
You're that good. 
To think that i fell for it.... 
You continue to lie to me, 
believing the lies yourself, 
making me the champion fool. 
Kudos. 
Ati intense...
you fed my ego with your lies, 
i fed your lies with my naivety. 
You won, 
game set and point.

Blind

Allow me to be blind 
and let everything else see. 
Let me know you by your touch 
And understand you by your voice 
Let me map your body with my hands 
and know every nook and cranny,,, 
with my lips. Then... 

Let no one say, 
My love is blind. 
For I know you, 

Without sight.

Away

I look forward to sleep.

Sometimes I dream, and

you are there.

And then

I realize,

Here's the reality of my life

I've come to hate.

Careless whispers heated

the coldness of my smile.

Once upon a time,

Long sexy strokes of

confidence colored my

skin,

Because then,

You were there.

I don't know if I'll ever

forget

How you made everything

to me

Seem complete.

You were the passion

underneath the harshness

of those tidal waves.

They used to sink me and

drown me.

And then,

You gave your breath to

me,

And then

I tasted the sweet flavor of

life.

Now, I need to break the

intricate web,

You have woven around

me.

Safety cradles me like a soft

lullaby.

But then,

That was the only song I

wanted to hear.

And then, you threw it

away.

Bittersweet sensations,

Lingered like an unwanted

scar.

You hid me far away from

the painful truth,

And then

You tossed your heart high

into the nighttime sky.

Far enough,

I cried because I couldn't

see it.

Now,

I look forward to sleep.

I can dream,

When you were there.

But like love insatiable,

You remain where

memories call like haunting

winds.

The Sigh

A short breath escapes from my lips

a millisecond calm ensues until the reason for the sigh returns,

The sigh escapes, and flies from my life, 

...trembles in the air, vibrates on the sky line,

filling a void with sadness, mixing with the rain to chill it and me, 

straight to the bone.

This sigh returns and engulfs me,

colder than when it left,

filling an empty heart with its cold, 

freezing my brain and rendering me hopeless,

weak, tired, with no energy to smile,

no energy to write,

this sigh has changed me.

Trembling, wistful, nostalgic,

this sigh carries all these,

it seems as if when the sigh escaped,

it traveled all over the world,

to the depths of Hades where despair reigns,

and brought it all back to me,

giving hell brief reprieve and I like Hercules, 

holding the world's despair on my shoulders,

this sigh makes my heart heavy.

This is the sigh that escaped when I saw the love fade from your eyes.

Ready to love

I'm ready.

To love you.
To accept you.
To know you.
To hold you.
To  be with you, are you as with me,

Im ready.

For you.

Yours...

Could be day 5 without a word from you.

But Im fine. Had a great title for this but the alcohol took it away from me. But I sort of got the gist. So here goes.

Without a doubt

I am yours,
With no doubt.
Ahead of time,
And into the space I say this,
But you are mine and I am yours
In and without time.

I know not who you are,
Or where youre from.

What I know is that this love,
This love that burns eons old.
Burns for you.

So wherever you are,
Whoever you are.
Whenever you are ready.
To experience a love that will drown you,
Into mine being that you are mine And i am yours..
I wil wait.

Above all, a great love waits for you.

And I, beyond the veil..

Wait for you.
My lifetime love