IN ALL THE WAYS I'D LOVE YOU.

In all the ways I'd love you.

In all the ways I'd love you,
I choose to love you so.

I'd never make you a meal. I'd make you a feast. I'd make sure that every morsel is down to your taste, I'd spend my all slaving in the kitchen so you could remember every single meal I'd cook. I'd ruin food for you. So bad that you could never have another meal without wishing I'd made it for you.

In all the ways I'd love you.
I choose to love you so.

I'd never dance with you. I would glide and grind you over the dance floor until our bodies melted with every single note in that song. I'm sorry, but I would ruin music for you. So bad that you could never listen to a single song without wishing you were dancing to it with me.

In all the ways I'd love you.
I choose to love you so.

I'd never kiss you. I would pour my soul into you every time our lips met. Blow your mind with my passion as our tounges do the dance. I'd leave you shaking after just one kiss. I'd ruin kissing for you. So bad. That the only person you'd ever want to kiss would be me.

In all the ways I'd love you.
I'd choose to love you so.

I'd never make love to you. I would make you explode with passion every single time. I would learn and learn the way by our body moves so mine can move in tandem. I would make my body yours and yours mine. I would explore you with the abandonment of a sailor too long at sea...and I would not not stop till you are spent...in every single way. I would ruin sex for you. So bad that you could never look at sex the same way ever...again.

In all the ways I'd love you.
I choose to love you so.

I'd never laugh with you. I would find the funniest, silliest instances in every day life that would have rolling in the floor in mirth and tears until it hurts. I'd ruin laughing for you. So bad that you will wonder how you ever laughed without me.

In all the ways I could love you,
I choose to love you so.

I'd never take care of you. I would protect you. I would adore you. "You are not a piece of art to be admired. You are a goddess, meant to be protected and worshipped.". I would be there to make sure no harm comes to you. Even though I know you can take care of yourself, I would offer my sword, my life, my heart to make sure you would never lack. I would destroy life for you. Make every single experience one for the books. But I wouldn't just do those things for you, I would do these things with you.
You are a goddess after all and can fight your own fight. But I will be there every step of the way. I'd be there so hard, so bad. So bad that you could never do anything without wishing I was there to do it with you.

In all the ways I could love you,
I choose to love you with everything inside me. Love you so bad, that you will be left wondering how you could ever love something, without loving me.

I'll remain here

I let you in. That was my first mistake.

I'm kicking myself for such a rookie move. I had promised myself that I would never allow myself to feel this way again. But that's the funny bit, I didn't plan on this. I didn't plan on falling for you...so hard so fast. It crept up on me. When did I know for real? At Iguana. When you came and sat next to me and linked your hand into mine. I knew there and then that I was fucked. I tried to stop myself but that's the nature of matters of the heart. The more I force myself not to think about you, the more I think about you.
I let you in and I'm trying to bring myself back, to lock you out until you're ready to walk through the flames of me that burn so deeply for you. The scary bit is the scenario where you may decide not to. That will break me for sure.
I do not blame you, that is for certain. The curse of intelligence and free thought is that I knew what I was doing, I made a decision to pursue you but it was not my intention to fall for you.

I'll remain here...hoping and praying that the warmth of my flame for you will draw you in.

I'll remain here...thinking about you every waking moment, wondering how you are and if you're okay.

I'll remain here...trying to forget how it felt to hold you and kiss you and feel your hands through mine as we sat at Iguana.

I'll remain here...kicking myself for letting you in and thanking you all the same for showing me that yes, I may be broken...but I'm still in there somewhere.

I'll remain here...kindling this fire for you.

I'll remain here...but not forever.